Were you asked about domestic violence, when you were pregnant?

I wasn’t.

My doctor didn’t ask me, when I had told her the news. At the booking clinic, it was never mentioned, not even when I was alone with the midwife. A pregnancy support worker offered all sorts of help, but domestic violence support wasn’t there. When I went to the hospital for both my scans, it was never approached by anybody. I changed midwife, after moving home, and as great as the new one is, she has yet to ask me about domestic violence. It’s not been raised in my antenatal or relaxation class, and my midwife didn’t ask me the other day when she visited me at home. In fact, I am almost 37 weeks pregnant now, and nobody has asked me the big question.

I mean, I’m not experiencing domestic violence. But they don’t know that if they don’t ask me, do they?

30% of domestic violence either starts or escalates during pregnancy. Yes, you read that right.

Here’s another one for you. One in five midwives knows one of their expectant mothers is experiencing domestic violence. In fact, one in five midwives sees at least one woman a week, who she suspects is experiencing domestic violence.

Domestic violence increases the risk of miscarriage, infection, premature birth, low birth weight, foetal injury and foetal death.

When you read domestic violence, don’t just think about the physical aspect of it. That’s just one part of it. You have to include emotional, mental, sexual and financial abuse as well, all of which a woman could be experiencing, if in a violent relationship. You don’t have to be experiencing all of it, to be affect ted by domestic violence. How about if this pregnancy is unwanted? You were raped and forced to conceive, and this pregnancy is just another way the perpetrator has demonstrated power over you? What if you wanted this baby, but every time the partner hits you, the bump becomes the target?

And when you go to the midwife, you may have a few minutes alone, there’s your chance to tell, but you are too scared. Or you don’t know what to say. Or if she will care. Or will he find out? Be so much easier if she asked wouldn’t it? As a routine question, of course, considering how domestic violence could affect your health and your baby. Be so much easier to answer a question, than to start that sentence.

But I wasn’t asked. Made me wonder how many other women aren’t asked. How many of those women are experiencing domestic violence? I know I’m not, but I would have like to be asked. Because mine could be a life that could be lost. Remember, two women are killed a week by a current or ex partner.

Just because I’m not displaying the stereotypical black eye, does not mean I am not getting raped at home, or forced to do sexual acts I don’t want to do. Just because I turn up to all my appointments, does not mean I’m not being timed, and if I’m too long I will get it. Whatever ‘it’ might be. Just because I’m pregnant, don’t assume I’m happy with it and wasn’t forced to conceive. I should be asked, as every woman should be asked, if I am experiencing domestic violence. I could be in that 30% and my child could be at risk.

You know what I did, when I went to my second hospital appointment? I went into the toilets and stuck helpline stickers on the back of the doors. I had some leaflets with me, which I left in the waiting area. I figured that if it wasn’t safe for a woman to pick up a leaflet, when she goes to the toilet (for that inevitable urine sample) she can have safe access to a helpline number. A free helpline number. A woman affected by domestic violence may see that number and call it. She may never call it. She may mesmerise it, and call it in 6 months. She may give it to a friend or family member, who might call it. Point is it’s there. Much better than it not being there at all.

Knowing that 30% of domestic violence starts or increases during pregnancy, and I haven’t been asked about domestic violence once, is frightening. This could be the one opportunity where someone could help. I may not know of Women’s Aid, or Refuge, or that the perpetrator’s behaviour towards me is anything other than ‘normal’. My life and my child’s life could be at risk. It isn’t, but my midwife doesn’t know that if she doesn’t ask, does she?

Further information on domestic violence: www.womensaid.org.uk www.refuge.org.uk